| Current mood: |  amused |
| Current music: | "Sooner or Later"- Michael Tolcher |
"If it feels good and sounds nice then its your choice. Dont doubt yourself, dont even think twice"
After much thought, I realize I've been over reacting. I think I have like, a dependency addiction. I can't just allow myself to get comfortabe being alone. I want to take care of someone. I suppose I could try to take care of myself...
So, on a lighter note, yesterday someone asked me if I got a boob job!!! lol. I just laughed, cuz everyone who knows me KNOW'S that if I ever did that, I'd get them like... huge. Who would buy breasts my size?! lol. But this guy was just like "I don't remember them ever being that big." I suppose he never really looked before. That just made me laugh.
Some random guy on Facebook asked me out on a date!!! I actually said yes, cuz I'm an idiot (read the first paragraph of this entry)... so now I have to go out tomorrow night on some semi-blind date. I feel bad for not being more excited, cuz this guy seems super into it... but I've been on like, guy overload this week. I don't know. I'm a mess.
I can't wait to go home to AV/Lakeville/EP. I miss my friends. I'm getting my hair done, and I'm gonna try to look like a totally different person. I know that's not possible, since I've had every color/cut of hair a person can have, but I don't want my 19th year to be as murky as 18 was. (Alright, that's not fair... 18-18.5 was the best year of my life... it was 18.5-19 that kinda sucked.)
I'm getting a digital camera for my bday this year, so I'll be posting tons of pictures in here. I'll keep ya updated on the happenings of my break. I'm sure it will just be filled with shopping w/ Jackie, and Uptown chillin w/ Erika. But that's all I'd ever want to do with my life anyway.
Okay, some totally random guy from a party I was at like, a month ago just asked me to come over and snuggle. WHAT THE HECK!? lol. I feel like I did back in highschool. Which, reminds me of this quote I must share.
Samantha: A guy could just as easily dump you if you fuck on the first date as he can if you wait until the tenth.
Miranda: When have you ever been on a tenth date?
I dedicate that to <3Erika<3, because she is the Miranda to my Samantha.
I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!! 7 DAYS!!!!!
Love Always and Forever, Ash
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